Sick Again

So the last few days have not been so fun. I contracted  a fever and had to spend some time going to doctors and hospitals. I was really concerned that I may have gotten malaria, because I had a lot of the symptoms. So I went to the hospital, which was an experience in itself, and took all my strength to make it there yesterday, I was so weak and tired. But made it. Then after some waiting I got a blood test, and went back 5 hours later to learn that everything was fine. No malaria. Thank god. So I was supposed to leave for Dharamsala today, but there is no way this is happening now. I actually think I wanna come home as soon as possible. Being sick really took a lot out of me and I have kind of had it with everything to be honest. It is unfortunate that the trip might have to end on a sour note, but I have done sooo much and am proud of what I have done. I do not think there is any shame in throwing in the towl. I spoke to a taxi man that can take me to Delhi in two days, and I am going to try to get a flight back on the 2nd of November, I think. I am just exhausted and do not think I can keep traveling. It would probably be in my best interest to get home. And I really miss home at this point. So this is the tentative plan, I will try to make another post when I get further along.